(Private Musing Category) mus·ing /ˈmyo͞oziNG/: noun: a period of reflection or thought; adjective: characterized by reflection or deep thought.
original post March 27,2020
It always comes back, that desire to put it out there to privately share. I started on a site called IslandAdults, soliciting others who entertain the same feeling to share for real, total revelation, mutual vulnerability, photos and videos. Then it evolved into a previous rendition of this Aguaguat side basically soliciting the same thing. Then to a different server host build, myinnersanctum. After a few life events/issues, I hastily decided to bring it all to a close.
Well. That desire, my penchant for taboo, remains. In fact I look at it as a bucket list item. Photos, videos, stories of adventures, of wife and me. Of wife showing her stuff. Of he with a select couple of male friends.
Others have done same. I know. People just bury those taboo secrets deep. Since the technological advances moving us out of relying on Polaroids for privacy and into the instant photos and videos digital age I know many have taken those devices into the bedroom.
If such secrets remain in secret as the tree that falls in the forest and no one hears, is it worth savoring? I continue to muse the possibilities of real world sharing with real people.
Disclaimer of Sorts
Lou and I ARE both really from Guam. And that is my ideal target of sharing our real stuff, friends maybe, fellow islanders. Because it's taboo. It runs against the grain of upbringing and culture, societal, marital norms. But shit those downlow topics happen behind closed doors anyway. It's just that people won't admit it, share it. There's an achakma around every corner of most marriages on Guam. Yeah you know I'm right.
So let's get real about it. Husband has side play. Wife has side play. They stay married and keep up "their" marriage. So why not share the experiences? Wife had an affair and hubby found out, stayed in the marriage and accepted her affair. Why not enjoy it since she's already had another man in her and he acknowledged, do a damned threesome! Watch her get it on with another! Oh almost all will scoff but you don't know what's erotic until your own wife is the star of the action! Trust me.
I love Lou with all my heart like any other lifelong committed married couple. I also have this kink to want to share, with a discreet private circle of friends who are interested and willing to reciprocate, our sexual secrets. I want to share our nude and erotic sexual photos and videos, I want male friends to enjoy seeing Lou nude, engaged in sexual play with me and others, to know what my wife looks like when she's spread wide showing her pussy, videos of her opening her labia and inviting the guys to see and possibly fuck her. Watching videos of her fucking and listening to what she sounds like when she's being pleasured and orgasming.
This interests me a lot.
ReplyDeleteCool. Do you have reciprocal info/stuff?
DeleteI'm here finally, tracking down where the site moved to.
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