Payback is a bitch

From original journal entry, teen days

So I messed around on Lynn. Three girls, yes, over the last year or so. And she never threatened to break up. We just argued about it each time. The makeup sex was great. I guess I wanted to experience different pussy. They were good, different, but not as good as Lynn. By any means. My reasoning to her was there was opportunity.

Well, sooner or later it comes full circle. I found out after by chance reading her diary. I don't know if she left it out for me to see or what.

Lynn had gone to a party two months ago on Dairy Road. It was her dad's godson's christening, but she was her dad's proxy. So she went. I guess she was still upset at me for my messing around. She started talking to a guy at the party. He was nice, easy to talk to, etc.. She left the party with him and went to the Nimitz Hill overlook. She fucked him.

I was so upset. She said, "Hey, opportunity". I had nothing to say except try in a feeble attempt to lecture about with girls there's a reputation to manage. She was sympathetic to my hurt feelings but not to having done what she did.

Touche. My girlfriend has the experience of having been fucked by someone other than me. I did, in my etgu-ness, ask her if he was better, bigger, did he cum in her etc.. She downplayed it all.